whew.......u noe wat???....it's been quite a day yesterday 10thjan06(in which is also hari raya haji)and dat was the day when i heard mom M.I.A at mina. at first when i got ot know it frm dad in da cab on da way to mak bedok's hse well,when he says he's waiting for mom,cik mesah n another jema'ah frm da ladies...and i admit i felt a little discomfort aldy in my stomache..but i think of nothin of it.....well,me,hubby n amsyar(whos asleep in the cab)were the first one to reach there and as per normal we had a decent conversation,watch the tv n i just dun feel rite...dunno why but i jus feel i hv to kal dad ... n when he says that he's still waiting for mom(he sounds so calm ) n i admit i fell a bit panic....and called sis n says that she's aware n she also sounded calm so i tot nothin of it....then...i called again after one hr....and called again n i dis time i really got emotional n worried/scared and my mind is very disturbed...oh yeah,did i mention everytime i hung up da phne frm dad(who still sounds very calm n positive)tears came down running on my cheek ....n i had to control as i am at my in laws place...well,i guss i dunt hv to elaborate more ut i guess i really break down in the cab on the way to kak zana hse (and i mean it all the way)...my eyes is so swollen dat i hardly make any eye ctc wz the pple in the hse....
i went straight away to kak zana's bathroom n try to control my emotion but to still unable...it's been 5hrs since i noe that she's missin n i really cudnt take it.....i cry and cry n out of sudden my sis came knockin on my door n ask me to open up...i aldy guess she might noe dat i am inside cryin my heart out n when i open up she tells me dat mom's found.....
THANK GOD! I then hug my sis and suddenly all the worries just left me and i cud see mysef smiling.....even though i masih terisak x2....she aldy got the msg frm cik rahmat when she reach the c/park rumah kak zana....so when i got myself tog,i went outside n when i sat beside my hubby he just look at me n start teasin me....teasin me over dinner...labellin me to gembeng ....too much hindi movie or sumthin ..... well enuff of dat...we went to umah cik mimah lak after dat...abg go back...too tired to continue....n for amsyar....he actually kinda enjoyin himself......hhmmm.....
before i forgot dad kal ard 1plus in da morning (well dat makes it ard 8plus in the evening) as they are 5hrs behind us...managed to talk to mom n i felt so relieved after hearing her voice n dad of course.....did i mention dat dad is also not feeling well,when i talk to him,suaranya serak n i did adv him to drink lotsa plain water.....hope he get well soon...as he's been feeling sick lately even b4 the trip.....maybe itu cobaan....but i'm sure it will pass soon....as for my mom.....i just hope for her safety n also to the rest of couse.......well,i think i gotta sign off now....i am just glad dat everytin is ok now...just thankful......syukran.....praise to god....

posted by aprillia_gal at 8:10 AM