hey lys,noe wat?....time pas so fast dat i dun realise dat my mom is act cumin back next week.hmmm....wat to udte,my hubby starts leave aldy,amsyar is sick,now 3 days aldy but recoverin aldy....well,had sum blunders past few days but aldy resolved....thank god....what else,
oh my cousin is now gonna be married soon in fact dis sun..best of luck to her....dats all i cud say no doubt dat i personally thinks dat its not the right decision but who am i?.....maybe its da rite thingy to do and i also can understand dat sumhow she might have been pressured to do so or maybe she had a change of heart???maybe she wants it...who knows but like i say it's solely up to her.....all da best for her.
well,i am awake from 4 plus and i have nothin better to do than just lookin at my son....thinkin of how he wud become when he grows up.....i hope i will be a good parent to him....i really do. wat else,oh i almost forgot,pe'eh is gonna be engaged next sat 040206 wiz a dowry of $7000. and hes gonna be married on july......all da best to him too...
lets talk about myself,.....oh yes u noe yesterday was backsteeet boys concert at the indoor stadium and where am i??? i am here....at home....and to think dat it is one of my important events in my life......i've been waiting for dat concert since i dunno when.....oh now i remember,i was awake as i am watchin da music videos frm bsb at my yahoo music videos site(and still am at dis moment.. hehehe) i actually drp a few tears when i watch da videos as i felt dat i'm left out yesterday....(emo betul lah me nie)....well,i guess there wont be any more chances like dat in my lifetime...and i wonder how the concert is....but i bet it's damnnn good man! tapi tak ape,i'm makin da sacrifice as im thinkin of my parents yang ngah buat amal nun jauh di sana so it's ok....
make me suffer for a while after dat shud be no prob lah....
ok lah...dats about it cos i need to hv my rest as i am weking today start kul 1400-2230hrs..ciao!

posted by aprillia_gal at 2:20 PM

Sigh.......today,just wanna talk bout.....hhmmmmm i dunno...wat shud i talk about???? nothing great happen dis few days,just dat i'm back to werk n suddenly i felt everyday goes by faster then when i am at hme....dun't get me wrong,i luv being at hme....with amsyar especially....it's just dat w/o my parents at hme,sumtimes i felt lonely.well, i guess one day i wud be alone too,but lets not talk about dat yet......
u see lys,i confess dat i am a bit jealous whenever i hear my bestfren talk about his soon-to-be fiance'e n wife(insya'allah),no doubt that i had introduce them both....i feel like bth of them deserve one another. just had the hunch from da beginning even b4 he met her..... i sense a great loss when i think dat he's gonna be married soon and all will be gone....things won't be the same anymore......i'm happy for him...i really am and i know dat i am gonna miss him..a lot....
ahh,to you guys reading out there,jangan fikir bukan bukan.....it's just dat its been so long since we have been friends....since sekolah menengah at our humble skool M.C.S.S. dah takde lagi pun skolah tu.....dah tutup...but i have a lot of fond memories,lurve dat skool,lurve da skirt,just luv it!
lys,i wrote a poem to him on his bdae n after he read it he actually message me n says dat he felt sad after reading it and lurve it at the dame time.his family is going to melamar on the day my parents came back frm haj dat is on the 04thfeb06...and kalau jadi kahwin on the month of jul/aug....all da best for them bth.....(insya'allah).
well,i guess enuff,gtg as werkin morning 0530hrs tomoro...btw,my hubby starts his leave tomoro onwards til fri.....best of luck to him at hme!.....hahahha...

posted by aprillia_gal at 5:45 AM

whew.......u noe wat???....it's been quite a day yesterday 10thjan06(in which is also hari raya haji)and dat was the day when i heard mom M.I.A at mina. at first when i got ot know it frm dad in da cab on da way to mak bedok's hse well,when he says he's waiting for mom,cik mesah n another jema'ah frm da ladies...and i admit i felt a little discomfort aldy in my stomache..but i think of nothin of it.....well,me,hubby n amsyar(whos asleep in the cab)were the first one to reach there and as per normal we had a decent conversation,watch the tv n i just dun feel rite...dunno why but i jus feel i hv to kal dad ... n when he says that he's still waiting for mom(he sounds so calm ) n i admit i fell a bit panic....and called sis n says that she's aware n she also sounded calm so i tot nothin of it....then...i called again after one hr....and called again n i dis time i really got emotional n worried/scared and my mind is very disturbed...oh yeah,did i mention everytime i hung up da phne frm dad(who still sounds very calm n positive)tears came down running on my cheek ....n i had to control as i am at my in laws place...well,i guss i dunt hv to elaborate more ut i guess i really break down in the cab on the way to kak zana hse (and i mean it all the way)...my eyes is so swollen dat i hardly make any eye ctc wz the pple in the hse....
i went straight away to kak zana's bathroom n try to control my emotion but to still unable...it's been 5hrs since i noe that she's missin n i really cudnt take it.....i cry and cry n out of sudden my sis came knockin on my door n ask me to open up...i aldy guess she might noe dat i am inside cryin my heart out n when i open up she tells me dat mom's found.....
THANK GOD! I then hug my sis and suddenly all the worries just left me and i cud see mysef smiling.....even though i masih terisak x2....she aldy got the msg frm cik rahmat when she reach the c/park rumah kak zana....so when i got myself tog,i went outside n when i sat beside my hubby he just look at me n start teasin me....teasin me over dinner...labellin me to gembeng ....too much hindi movie or sumthin ..... well enuff of dat...we went to umah cik mimah lak after dat...abg go back...too tired to continue....n for amsyar....he actually kinda enjoyin himself......hhmmm.....
before i forgot dad kal ard 1plus in da morning (well dat makes it ard 8plus in the evening) as they are 5hrs behind us...managed to talk to mom n i felt so relieved after hearing her voice n dad of course.....did i mention dat dad is also not feeling well,when i talk to him,suaranya serak n i did adv him to drink lotsa plain water.....hope he get well soon...as he's been feeling sick lately even b4 the trip.....maybe itu cobaan....but i'm sure it will pass soon....as for my mom.....i just hope for her safety n also to the rest of couse.......well,i think i gotta sign off now....i am just glad dat everytin is ok now...just thankful......syukran.....praise to god....

posted by aprillia_gal at 8:10 AM

hey lysda,well,as u can see i hv names my blog as lysda as it reminds me of my diary.....well,since dis is my 3rd diary dat why i named you Lysda III .
hmmm,wat's up wats up???!!!!! today abg n me puasa sunat arafah and we had ayam goenf n mee campur mee hoon for sahur which he bought as simpang bedok. today i noticed my sis a bit cranky(pms agaknya)....but nevertheless she still masak daging rendang n ayam kurma tau.....later it's my turn to masak the sambal goreng pengantin....hhmm....maybe later lepas buka baru cos i tak bleh rasa....or maybe i ought to do it now as my sis (oh i forget to mention cik shima n wandy is here) or cik shima can rasa ....hhmmm...i wonder....
oh well,nothing much happens n tomorrow is hari raya haji so dat's why kita nak masak niari...
oklah...gtg...need to see my other e-mails....ciao!

posted by aprillia_gal at 11:04 PM

all of us...the family!....look at amsyar.....need to say more???... 

posted by aprillia_gal at 4:17 PM

my beloved mom n dad 

posted by aprillia_gal at 4:15 PM

mom n cik sal....hey,look at my eyes!!!..n bth my sisters ahaks..... 

posted by aprillia_gal at 4:14 PM

da sisters....my mom n auntie mesah 

posted by aprillia_gal at 4:10 PM

mom n dad,cik mesah n cik mai n us. 

posted by aprillia_gal at 4:09 PM

it's 0720am on fri morning...woke up at 0630,had my prayers n since i had nothing to do well,might as well update myself....
as u can see bth my parents n auntie mesah n uncle mai has departed last wed at0600hrs changi airport T2.well,wat i can say is dat i am sad plus hepi to see them all go to 'tanah suci'... of course my relatives are here to go tog n sent my parents to the aport wif us....b4 i forgot, before we went to the aport,sis n me went inside mom's room n wish bth my parents a safe journey...then tears start to fall on our cheeks.....dah 'banjir'.....me n sis....mom left me a msg dat is 'jangan berani x2 dengan suaminya..jaga baik x2'...those were her exact words...which makes me think maybe she's rite.......maybe i terlalu ikutkan perasaan sampai melelebihi batas.....ok...enuff....hhmmm....where were we?... ah....me actually cry the whole jorney to the aport n luckily my hubby is beside me comforting me to be exact n amsyar in my hands... we took some photos n some of it shows dat my eyes is swollen due to much crying....then,suddenly its time to part n we bid last farewell to mom n dad as they pass thru the glass door n proceed to the immigration...as yesterday heard a bad news.a builing collapse in mecca resulting 23 jemaah killed n some others were injured.sis try evry means to get tru them but to no avail. we receive some calls mostly our relatives relaying their concerns n though sis n me looks calm but inside my mind is running wild....r they ok?...are they this?....are they dat?.....to cut short we get info frm bik yah dat they are ok frm cik rahmat n we cud call them at the hotel...so sis managed to call mom's room 725 but she not in....went to mosque wz the rest....so me n sis felt a bit relieved... tried to call dad's room 727 but it's the machine whom answered...i longed to hear bth of their voices n i pray for their safety.....insya'allah.
maybe later wud try to call them again.....hopefuly dis time sucessful....insya'allah..

posted by aprillia_gal at 3:11 PM

pejam kelip pejam kelip dah pun tuesday. tomoro morning is da big dae for us...i mean for me n sis as mom n dad will be leaving us for how many days?.....32 days to be exact. well my leave was approved so i wud be starting werk on da 15th jan06.how times flies.....n i hope it will too when my parents is gone. here i am at mym mom's place n i hv been sleeping over here since sunday nite....oh i forgot,i hv been drivin around kak zana car since sun...well where did i go?... sunday 01jan06,gie ikut antar dad antar kreta at workshop,then drop him at greenridge followed by sarapan at macd wz cik shima n family....then rest at umah cik shima....
decided to drive around wz sis,andi n sha-sha(first time naik kreta wz me drivin) n we went to bt timah drive in and then go turf club/city and i get some history flashback frm sis...imagine how we trvl frm our place to get out to main road..... dalam seyy....but i dun really hv much memories like my bro n sis do as i am still very young when we move out to bt gombak.
yesterday,we went out again....early morning ard 0730am sis n me left home amik kak zana n family at the airport n sarapan at t1....after sending them,relek kejap tengahari send mom n dad gie melawat jap,in the meantime sis,hisham,amsyar n me in the car....then pick abang at my hse n went to bukit batok to light hisham n pick up andy n then off we go to causeway.... punyalah pack!....regret lak...if not for buyin dad sweater ......maybe i just wont go larr.....hmm then after dad we went to bt panjang n ate at ljs saw bik yah n family n went hme after dat due ada org dtg....later at nite,kak zana n family came wz abg nasir n family n oh yeah,i lupa,kita pegi cuci kreta before going to bt panjang as the car looks very dirty....
me tido kat luar tog wz the babies n last nite too me help mom to do the checklist for bth my mom n dad bge....sampai malam seyy....but it's ok....
today,chkin bge aldy sent at 1300hrs n now mom,cik mimah,sera,cik lina,cik yaya(baru sampai),cik munah n fira baru balik here n not forgetting,tadi mak sahira dtg wz her friends to wish my mom.......
at this very moment andy is screaming for my mom.,....merengek nak dokong.......tak nak org lain.....n i guess i hv to go n try my luck then.....well,dats about it....c'ya!

posted by aprillia_gal at 12:45 AM